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nicole [wip] Nov 14, 2019 19:43:30 GMT

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Post by NICOLE on Nov 14, 2019 19:43:30 GMT

NICOLE

Hunter - ★x1 - Milestone Rank 0 - Wealth Stage 1

LILA DECYRUS from ATELIER SERIES

Nano#0910

Basic Information

Alias: Nikki

Age: 20

Sexuality: Hetero-Romantic
Height: ~152 cm
Weight: ~45 kg
Hair: white/pale blue hair; waist length; bangs fall over her eyes
Eyes: heterochromatic; blue & purple cat eyes
Skin & Scars: gash marks on her arms; inner artery from the elbow to wrist

Details

she is bandaged.

her arms and legs are riddled with bandages, they always have been (they might as well - she woke up and has known of them ever since). a deathly pale complexion makes it difficult to differentiate - the only tell tale sign are the lines (the mold growing between the cracks; the residue that surely has faded away) that muddle the surface. hidden beneath are scars: scars that run down the artery from the inside of her arm; elbow to wrist. a deliberate injury on either arm, and visible under the cracks of the rotting bandages (as was her flesh. a day of oxygen for her skin was a blessing that burns her).

the same outfit everyday; a tattered and ripped white dress and a black hoodie meant to shade over her face and legs. it's the only clothing she had ever known (could ever afford). when the dress is ripped up just enough, into an abandoned house she goes praying for a mis-used curtain or two to tear and wear.

the sun is deadly to her, and thus her choice to work in the night. her days are spend by the alleyways and the dumpsters. though the stench was less flattering and her ruddy appearance even more so. a good-for-nothing looking good-for-nothing (she was ever the wiser choosing a job that risks her life).

Personality

"Short quote here"

Positives & Likes

✔ polite ⤊ plushies
✔ patient ⤊ music
✔ understanding ⤊ singing
✔ considerate ⤊ origami
✔ faithful ⤊ running

Negatives & Dislikes

✖ forgetful ⤋ thunder
✖ air-headed ⤋ migraines
✖ naive ⤋ crowds
✖ fickle ⤋ disappointment
✖ gullible ⤋ forgetting

Behaviour

you are confused.

you are described as lost, aimless and pitiful by some. you have no home to return to (did you ever have one? you can't recall) and you never bother to search. you have such little presence - such little ambition - that so many miss you altogether. you care little for your job (yourself, even less) but you still try. you still persist and you intend to perform your best, because you dislike disappointing others. many would call you aloof or even isolated. your silence and tendency to be stand-offish rubs others the wrong way: and you are sorry.

the few times you do speak, you are opinionated, despite having such little ambition and drive. you are honest and transparent, but you never understand when you notice others trying to get such a close read on you. you keep a certain distance between yourself and another person; but it's never on purpose. your attitude perhaps gives the impression of one unpredictable and - though your actions will always speak otherwise, an never cease to surprise - difficult to pin down. you've accepted this; it's easier to accept and conform than it is to speak up and question.

nevertheless, you are kind and polite to the people you speak to (the few times you do). you are a wonderful listener. you are patient, non-judgemental and supportive. you always listen with a neutral and nearly unreadable expression; with the few changes being subtle, yet obvious. you openly admit your enjoyment and you express your disdain; however never at the expense of your mannerism (after all, it is the only thing you have left).

perhaps the most vexing thing about you? the fact that you don't know who you, yourself, are. you woke up one day, with no memory. you ask why, but you grow frustrated and regretful when the spikes and migraines grow. you are curious (curious to learn of the horrible, horrible person you once were). in the face of it all, you remain optimistic. faith is what guides your hand, after you have lost everything.

(impudent: your faith hast forsaken you long ago)

History

where were you born?

where do you start?

you ask anyone and everyone; no one knows who you are, nor what you are. you only remember washing up on the shore of a beach, with nothing more than the clothing on your person. you never knew where you were from, and never bothered to figure it out. you were born somewhere. somewhere, off the known map. somewhere, where your name would have been long forgotten and your face even more so. you're a figment of the past; a bad memory that no one would have wanted - and who could blame them?

your parents were religious leaders; but not the kind you would brag about or flaunt your power with. your father and mother were malicious people; they deceived and preyed upon the naive and suffering. they hunt down the broken hearts and the astray souls, embracing them in their arms to warm and shelter (then eventually wrap their boney hands around the nape of their neck, claiming loyalty and devotion to the god of heretics). in your many years, you've learned something. you've learned, watching from your parents, of the love and the support they received from their following. you wanted that attention; maybe if you joined the group, you can get a look from them. you tried; you tried as hard as you could to get the love from your parents.

it never worked.

you get older, but you're still young. your mind stays the same while the world grows around you. you want attention and affection; you crave it, dangerously so. why were you so starved? you were pitiful; a girl who knew nothing of satisfaction no matter how many hearts and eyes she shot through (nor the beds she crawls into or the whispers and kisses from her supple lips). no matter what you do, you can never get their attention. did you ever accept it? you'll say it and voice it. you didn't need them, you would never need them. you're fine alone.

it was the biggest lie you've ever told.

before you knew it, you were lying. you were lying left and right. you didn't care; anything to fill this void, anyways. you smile and flirt, you're charismatic and playful-- and you're a coward, running from her problems with games. you hide the bodies in the basement, where the door is hidden under a rug and a board game on top.

(you hide your heart and you hide the pain under the sheets in the beds and sweet nothings. you aways did enjoy those, right? that's why you always did it, right? maybe you just wanted the attention, but did it ever come from anyone who mattered? you stopped asking yourself this; the thought only made you cry. any moment to yourself reminds yourself of your infidelity, and you drown yourself in the empty love you crave. a vicious cycle.)

- did a bad, many bad things happened
- she deserved the karma it's okay
- but it ended with her getting chucked into a cult "reforming"
- chose not to attend; parents kicked her out
- lived on the streets for about two years
- street life ain't fun don't do it
- depression and guilt caught up to her; decided to kick the bucket by throwing herself into the ocean
- survives; barely. wakes up on the shore of [insert]
- zero memory of who she was and who she is due to physical, emotional and mental trauma
- currently being housed by a church & serves as a sister

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Last Edit: Dec 1, 2019 4:29:01 GMT by NICOLE

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nicole [wip] Nov 14, 2019 19:46:47 GMT

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Post by NICOLE on Nov 14, 2019 19:46:47 GMT

Orion

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Last Edit: Nov 15, 2019 22:12:48 GMT by NICOLE

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nicole [wip] Nov 14, 2019 19:49:33 GMT

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Post by NICOLE on Nov 14, 2019 19:49:33 GMT

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